i wish to get out from this GREAT CFSIIUM on Saturday
hanging out or lepak2 outside
tpi... mcm takowt lar plak
ya lar..
munie mls nk ajk org laen teman munie
mcm mnyusahkan depa ja
nak ajak farah, msti dea nk study
nak ajk pipah, kemaren dea dah kluaq
lgi pown skunk ni smua org mcm tgh pokai ja
msj pan, x blas plak
ha'a lpa plak, bdk ZC kn ada Mahallah Day,
mna bley kuar
nak ajk Sanju, msti dea ltey sbb da keja
=]
heheheeh
dah ar pgi tdi bgun lmbt
lagi lar mls nk kluar
so, smbung tdoq lgi arghhhh
tpi....
mcm na ni??
brg2 munie dah byk yg tadak
pen, pmadam and etc.
bekalan utk hidop pown dah nk abeh
sabun2 lgi..
really need to go shoppg'
nak bli kat kiosk, jenoh ar munie
mhl lar =(
( sdg berusaha nk brjimat)
herm, lg 10 ari nak final
tpi munie still cam ni
maken terok lgi adar ar..
hadessss...
SAYA NAK STUDYLAH!!
tolong amek laptop ni!!!
bawak laptop ni pi jaoh2
it's influence me a lot!
wat should i do??
:.without a word u make me luv u.:
p/s : i'm sick of all these nonsense + annoying things... i'm sick not to give trouble to others.... it's bleedg' inside... juz ignore me! i wish that u will never see me in this situation... i'm hurt!!
tdi, tgok Liga M'sia... hoyeh2.. HIJAUKUNING menang dgn 3-1..
tdi jgak, mzkol abah, tpi abah x kol balik pown.. sedyhnyar =(...
td jga msj adek n sroh kol balek.. hehehe.. adek yg baek!!! beznyar dpt dok umah n mkn kopok lekor yg adek goreng... Adek, smpan ckit na...
tdi jga p UKC Cafe, and bli mknan dgn byk sekali... at 1st, order burger daging special then tgk ada mknn panas plak.. hehehehe.. order lgi nasi goreng ikan masin + telor mata.. ( 10.30 pm tu)... huish.. lagi gemok lar munie ni....apa nak jdi pown tatau... ari ni ja abeh kat 20engget bli mknn..
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ by : Aerosmith
I could stay awake just to hear you breathin'
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Cause every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure
Don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wonderin' if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever
Don't wannna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For the rest of time Yeah yeah yeah
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I Don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
the sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Salam hijrah + salam kerinduan kpada Mr. Belogku http://minerelisme.blogspot.com/ Sribu kemaafan kpada Mr. Belog sbb dah berhabuk + bersawang, so, hri ni munie nak wat gotong-royong perdana.. so many things + POV to be get rid out of my mind
Hari ni 08.01.2010 bersamaan dengan hari Jumaat
Hari ni juga Burfday one of my best friends forever
Happy Birthday to my laf Siti Shahbinat Bt Mad Derisah
Binat, sorry this year i did give tou nothing..
hehehehee... really hopes that we could have a date
and at that moment I'll gve you the present..
Munie tried to kol u laz nite but no answer..
(sedehnyar x dpt wish lgi)
hermmm,,, perhaps it's too late, or u're 'gayoting' with ur Pak Ca...
:. The Things That I Enjoyed Most On 2009 But When I Think Back About Them, I Have To Avoid Doing That Things On The Next Coming Seconds .:
Being selected to be the National Service trainer is the most think that I'm very thankful + excited... Thanks God..
In addition, the experience, the person + the memorial gained at there was so unforgetable and can't be gained any placed..
But, being there for almost 3 month had make me learn so, so many things
Learn how to build up my character,
Learn how to care about others, not be selfish
Learn how to deal with outsiders especially guys
Learn how to behave myself...and etc..
One for sure, I had enjoy the most at there till I forgot the "BATAS2 PERGAULAN"
Memalukan dri munie sdiri time reunion 1st Kompeni BRAVO kat Pacific dgn maen sepak2 dgn depa and maen aci ligan kat pacific.. ish3...
In a nutshell, so many-many weirds and unexpected things I had done..
Ya Allah, Kau ampunkanlah segala dosa2ku ini...
The SPM results,, none can I say about this... Alhamdulillah... I've never dream to go this far... so happy.. But, I know that I'd ruin my abah dreams.... Sorry abah...
Travelling alone from Alor Star to Melaka in the mid nite had trained me a lot on how to be independence... Somehow, I still thinking how i can made the decision to attend the UPNM interview at Kem Terendak, Melaka in just 2 hours... Troubling my abah wif the medical check up, thingy to bring along and the transportation... hermmm.. sorry abah, cek cuma nak sangat2 masok UPNM... By the way, a lot of tenkiu to Faizul, CO at PLKN for taking the responsibilities to take care of me...
But as you know, I'd failed that damnly hard + tough interview, seriously munie don't know what to feel, what to do when knowing that my backbone curved.. nak kata munie sedih pown x sgt... apa erk?? ntah lar.. HATI KERING kowt... But now, I started to regret.. Awat lar munie x buat apa2 time doc tu ckp.. at least munie kata lar yg munie nak sgt2 msok UPNM ka apa ka, sbb ada jar org laen yg tulang bengkok jga tpi still lulus.. LET BY GONE BE GONE lar munie oiiii...
Tapi, skrg ni munie still tertanya2.. munie ni saket apa erk??? sbb tme interview tu, doc tu x ckp plak pnyakit munie yg sbnr2nya... doc tu just ckp yg munie ni saket saja_bkn yg backbone tu, tapi saket laen, saket yang mcm serius...
What can I conclude from the 5 days 4 night honeymoon at Kem Terendak is
Speak out what's in your mind if you think possible for your good
Don't try pretending that you are brave enough to face all the obstacles alone
Every single things that happen have it's own reason... Maybe it's not our dream, Maybe this is not the way we wish it to be, Maybe our goal is not aimed to be setting likes this... But this is what we call, We can only planned, Allah will decides... He knows the best for us... Being selected to continuing my studies doing Foundation of Engineering at this Islamic environment, CFSIIUM is not my dream at all... But I know that this is the best place for me..
This CFSIIUM was so great, but me,,,, still finding the real one MUNIEROH BINTI OSMAN.. obtained a very BAD CGPA for my 1st sem had affect a lot my life... But as usual, I'm always the lucky one... Thank God i'm not in the group of the engin student to be transferred to ICT although my CGPA is low... hermmm...
Try doing better or maybe the best for this sem!!!!
Maybe by ignoring all the thingy2 matter....
Try not to just follow the flow..
Will control my outing time in order to keep my finance and my abah money from being finished before the due...
In addition :
Is it great to knows that you're actually 'lembut' , 'manja' from strangers??
Munie felt so uneasy if they said so..
arghhhhh...
Have to be more behave!!
Not to simply messaging boyz anymore!! (wish it so much!!)
I'm always the one that acted naturally without thinking about others..
Still trying not to be hypocrite and not to be the real me...
Not to changed people around me as I wish or as my style but trying to adapt with their ways and their styles...
Cannot be sure of my understanding without a lot of practise!
Be matured but not too matured, nnti x comey plak.. ngeh3..
Is it a must to have a special boyfriend??
Am I weird if I'm pretend not to have a feeling toward THEM??
I only wish that I won't hurt anyone...
I only wish that I will not loved my SBF to be so much because I'm afraid that he (to be) will hurt me, will left me..
I wish that all the guys outside there will treat me as their FRENZ not as PEREMPUAN... ( really??)
Till this moment, me, myself still don't undestand my own heart...
And now I started to laugh loudly!!!
hak3... ( smpai guling2 dah ni )
And you too can do the same thing if you really knows me..
I am talking about my heart lar..... The things that I always left behind without my intention...
( intention tu apa erk?)
p/s : Munie berdoa sgt2 agar Munie x ulang balek sgala kekhilafan Munie ni... Ampa pown doa lar kat Munie sama na..
currently, missing my ABAH and MAK so much... still home sick neyh.. but will keep not to act like it!!