::she is just so nice to me::

this is my grandma

T.O.K

sangat baik dan supportive

whats more I can said about her??

Juz hoping that I'm giving a change to succeed in my study

sebab tok nak sgt tgok Munie berjaya

sebab tu lar tok x kesah sgt berkorban mcm2 utk munie

tok, tenx 4 everything

tenx for the computer you give for the UPSR

tenx for your uncounted money

tenx for this laptop

tenx for the house

mmmuuuuuaaaaahhhhhh

I love you so, so much tok..

tok,

cek taw cek byk wat salah kat tok

x dengar cakap tok

selalu brebut channel dgn tok

selalu mintak topap

selalu bodek... hehehe

actually, my tok is da bez tok!!!

tok pernah sembunyi seluar jeans munie

puas munie cari

tok, maaf

M.A.AF

p/s : akulah satu2nya cucu perempuan tok sehingga lar tahun 2008...

eXpeCt tHe uNexPecTed

Salam hijrah + salam kerinduan kpada Mr. Belogku http://minerelisme.blogspot.com/
Sribu kemaafan kpada Mr. Belog sbb dah berhabuk + bersawang,
so, hri ni munie nak wat gotong-royong perdana..
so many things + POV to be get rid out of my mind

Hari ni 08.01.2010 bersamaan dengan hari Jumaat
Hari ni juga Burfday one of my best friends forever
Happy Birthday to my laf Siti Shahbinat Bt Mad Derisah
Binat, sorry this year i did give tou nothing..
hehehehee... really hopes that we could have a date
and at that moment I'll gve you the present..
Munie tried to kol u laz nite but no answer..
(sedehnyar x dpt wish lgi)
hermmm,,, perhaps it's too late, or u're 'gayoting' with ur Pak Ca...

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:. The Things That I Enjoyed Most On 2009 But When I Think Back About Them, I Have To Avoid Doing That Things On The Next Coming Seconds .: 

    Being selected to be the National Service trainer is the most think that I'm very thankful + excited... Thanks God..
In addition, the experience, the person + the memorial gained at there was so unforgetable and can't be gained any placed..
But, being there for almost 3 month had make me learn so, so many things

•         Learn how to build up my character,
•         Learn how to care about others, not be selfish
•         Learn how to deal with outsiders especially guys
•         Learn how to behave myself...and etc..

    One for sure, I had enjoy the most at there till I forgot the "BATAS2 PERGAULAN"

•         Maen sepak2  balak org sesuki hati (Angah + Abang )
•         Biar ketua platun ( Achik ) ikat tali spike boot munie.. (gediknya munie rsa tme tu)
  
•         Makan semeja ngan wira2 yg botak
•         Merelakan diri untuk masuk Persembahan Malam Penutup
•         Praktis  twist ngan Syawal
•         Menjadi pasangan Youn time persembahan
•         Menyahut cabaran untuk tarik Komandan kem twist dgn munie (mmg x sangka gla).. involuntary actionkah??
•         Maen volleyball ngan team wira2 botak
•         Aktif terlebey time klaz CB
•         Menari2 + nyanyi2 + bising2 dgn geng2 munie
•         Makan megi dgn Geng 13 kat tgh padang kawad
•         Suka cari pasal dgn wira2 botak
•         Ayat munie kat kem " Apa tgk2? X puas ati, habaq ar.. Ank igt munie brani? munie takot ni..."
•         Amek pict dgn CO, Faizul aka hero gadis2.. ( pict 1st munie ngan boyz)
•         Berdealing ngan wira2 botak byk sgt
•         Memalukan dri munie sdiri time reunion 1st Kompeni BRAVO kat Pacific dgn maen sepak2 dgn depa and maen aci ligan kat pacific.. ish3...
  
•         In a nutshell, so many-many weirds and unexpected things I had done..
•         Ya Allah, Kau ampunkanlah segala dosa2ku ini...

    The SPM results,, none can I say about this... Alhamdulillah... I've never dream to go this far... so happy.. But, I know that I'd ruin my abah dreams.... Sorry abah...

    Travelling alone from Alor Star to Melaka in the mid nite had trained me a lot on how to be independence... Somehow, I still thinking how i can made the decision to attend the UPNM interview at Kem Terendak, Melaka in just 2 hours... Troubling my abah wif the medical check up, thingy to bring along and the transportation... hermmm.. sorry abah, cek cuma nak sangat2 masok UPNM... By the way, a lot of tenkiu to Faizul, CO at PLKN for taking the responsibilities to take care of me...
    But as you know, I'd failed that damnly hard + tough interview, seriously munie don't know what to feel, what to do when knowing that my backbone curved.. nak kata munie sedih pown x sgt... apa erk?? ntah lar.. HATI KERING kowt... But now, I started to regret.. Awat lar munie x buat apa2 time doc tu ckp.. at least munie kata lar yg munie nak sgt2 msok UPNM ka apa ka, sbb ada jar org laen yg tulang bengkok jga tpi still lulus.. LET BY GONE BE GONE lar munie oiiii...
    Tapi, skrg ni munie still tertanya2.. munie ni saket apa erk??? sbb tme interview tu, doc tu x ckp plak pnyakit munie yg sbnr2nya... doc tu just ckp yg munie ni saket saja_bkn yg backbone tu, tapi saket laen, saket yang mcm serius...
    What can I conclude from the 5 days 4 night honeymoon at Kem Terendak is

•         Speak out what's in your mind if you think possible for your good
•         Don't try pretending that you are brave enough to face all the obstacles alone

    Every single things that happen have it's own reason... Maybe it's not our dream, Maybe this is not the way we wish it to be, Maybe our goal is not aimed to be setting likes this... But this is what we call, We can only planned, Allah will decides... He knows the best for us... Being selected to continuing my studies doing Foundation of Engineering at this Islamic environment, CFSIIUM is not my dream at all... But I know that this is the best place for me..
    This CFSIIUM was so great, but me,,,, still finding the real one MUNIEROH BINTI OSMAN.. obtained a very BAD CGPA for my 1st sem had affect a lot my life... But as usual, I'm always the lucky one... Thank God i'm not in the group of the engin student to be transferred to ICT although my CGPA is low... hermmm...

•         Try doing better or maybe the best for this sem!!!!
•         Maybe by ignoring all the thingy2 matter....
•         Try not to just follow the flow..
•         Will control my outing time in order to keep my finance and my abah money from being finished before the due...
  

In addition :

•     Is it great to knows that you're actually 'lembut' , 'manja' from strangers??
•     Munie felt so uneasy if they said so..
•     arghhhhh...
•     Have to be more behave!!
•     Not to simply messaging boyz anymore!! (wish it so much!!)
  
•     please lar...
•     I wish that i will not be "that type"!!

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    I'm always the losers before the match!!!

        I'm always the one that acted naturally without thinking about others..

    Still trying not to be hypocrite and not to be the real me...

        Not to changed people around me as I wish or as my style but trying to adapt with their ways and their styles...

    Cannot be sure of my understanding without a lot of practise!

        Be matured but not too matured, nnti x comey plak.. ngeh3..

   

•     Is it a must to have a special boyfriend??

•         Am I weird if I'm pretend not to have a feeling toward THEM??

•     I only wish that I won't hurt anyone...

•         I only wish that I will not loved my SBF to be so much because I'm afraid that he (to be) will hurt me, will left me..

•     I wish that all the guys outside there will treat me as their FRENZ not as PEREMPUAN... ( really??)

•         Till this moment, me, myself still don't undestand my own heart...

And now I started to laugh loudly!!!
hak3... ( smpai guling2 dah ni )
And you too can do the same thing if you really knows me..
I am talking about my heart lar..... The things that I always left behind without my intention...

( intention tu apa erk?)

p/s : Munie berdoa sgt2 agar Munie x ulang balek sgala kekhilafan Munie ni... Ampa pown doa lar kat Munie sama na..

    currently, missing my ABAH and MAK so much... still home sick neyh.. but will keep not to act like it!!

                             :.__SUARA AKU BERHARAP__.:

ikut hati, mati??

salam kemaafan...

pertama sekali munie nak mnx maaf siap2 sebab munie mmg x taw nk cta pasai apa kali ni

munie igt nk test kepantasan menaip ja ni..

sebab munie rasa munie mmg x cekap lgsung menaip..

kadang2 tu rasa cam malu gla bla tgok org len smua lju smcm ja..

ok, back to the tittle

ikot hati, mati?

apa yg ampa semua fhm dgn phrase ney??

munie x brapa fhm sgt lar..

hehehehe...

so, x bleyh nak ulas ngan lebeh mendalam pasal phrase nih

tapi...

jom kita pikiQ maksud  ayat ni 

A dandelion live as a dandelion and a forget-me-not lives as a forget-me-not

A plantain live as a plantain

A plantain that lives on the rough Earth can only grow toughly,

But an oily Earth, it grows in a different style with a deep meaning and sturdiness

No matter what,

I don't lose my identity and continued to live as a plantain

I learn it there,

That I have to be my ownself..

those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it

++the best comic i ever had++

p/s : ramai kwn2ku sudah bercerai... takziah kpada mreka..

by the way, life must go on..

let by be gone..

chill =)

every single things in this world have their own reason..

pesanan khidmat masyarakat dari ChannelC :

Iman itu pada Roh,

Amal itu pada Hati,

Islam itu pada Jiwa dan

Ehsan itu pada diri sendiri

p0lAr co0rdiNateS aNd vEct0rS

oKeK...
minggu ni munie kna study Math lar...
mid term math da in the corner
plek kan... lpas mid break pown ada mid term lgi
seb bek lar tgl SEF1124 ni ja..
tapi chpter TRIGONOMETRY and POLAR COORDINATES AND VECTOR ni susah lar..
tawakkal jar lah
wish munie full of gud luck na.. =)

td, da dpt result SEF1215
ermmm ok lar...
at least x ar mcm sem  lepas

p/s : hepi ngat sbb dpat ym ngan leyha tdi..

mid sem break

assalamualaikum
lma gla kowt munie x ngek ngok kat cni..
ok larghh...
skrg ney CENFOS ngah break for a week, mid sem..
tapi tinggal lg 2 ari ja munie dpt spend time kt umah
huwaaaa
sedeynyar nk kna p CENFOS tu balek...

spjg munie cuti sminngu ni
byk kisah suka duka yg berlaku
start ngan tragedi atas bas yg brlaku sbb trlalu epi dpt blik kedah
abaikanlah story tuh,,, mmg slh kmi pown
ramah x tntu pasal...
 the  next dayz,,, of coz ar tdoq 25 jam...
lalalalalal
mlm tuh plak pi mkn2 kat umah tok
then, tersangkot di situ
hehehehehe
x sanggop lak nak tolak pelawaan tok utk tdoq kat umah tok
ya lar, dah lma kowt munie x pi tidoq c2
dlu klo cuti skolah ja, umah tok lar yg slalu jdi hotel munie
bez owww dok umah tok
dpt mkn mcm2 mknn yg bez..
the next monday mownink
nek moto ngan kak long ank adek terah blik umah
kms2 umah cket
pas2 munie ngan si kenet terah tu pown pi ar tgu bas
sbb munie dah jnji dah ngan nad nk pi study kt library
tpi ada pngikot lak
bwak jer lah
around 10.30 munie pown smpai lar kt library tuh
lepak2 sat kat kids corner
nad pown mula mnampakkan btg idongnya
so, kmi pown gerak ar nek atas
skali ngan buku budak2 pown kmi usong nek ats
ngah study comey2 kt atas mai plak sorang mak guard swoh terah turun bwh
hahahah kesian kat terah

then, perot mula mengalunkan lagu2 berentak zapin
lapaQ dar pulak..
pi mkn2 kat McD, nad plak nk blanja sundae..
rezki jgn dtolak..
sumbat jar..
pas2 plan nk balek lar
tpi abh plak kol
abah sroh tepon kat wan sbb wan pi spital..
ha?? pi watpa??
x pa lah.. klo cm2 bek munie pi pusat dakwah dulu..
zohor siap2, pastu tepon kat lang bon
still blur, dunno wat really epen
kol lang, lang kata keta dah penoh
depa pi tgok tok cik kat spital..
adoiii...
tme tu munie still blur

so, balek ngan bas gak lar
hehehehehehe
smpai kat umah bru lar taw the real story
tok cikku yg dok umah sblah umah munie ni
msok ward, sbb muntah darah
pagi tadi, ambulance mai amek wak pi spital
mmg byk glar argh tok cik muntah
ptg tu munie nk sgt pi hospital
tapi x dak sapa pown yg nk pi sbb depa bru ja balek
nak pi esok.. munie kna pi Pusat Memandu Pendang lak
sebab ari rabu munie ada test JPJ yg kali ke3

esoknya, lepas latihan kat Pendang
lang bon ajak pi spital
ermmm... dpt gak pi mlmwt tok cik
ptg tu munie pown pi la jga tok cik
smbil2 tu munie mlwt lar patience2 kat area2 tu
tapi, da plak depa kata munie ni anak angkat nyonya depan tuh
sebab munie dok pi tlg nyonya tu
hahahahahaha

lpas maghrib kat surau level 3 tuh, munie pown dok lepak2 lar kat ruang lobi
nk msok x bley sbb wk2 mlwat dah abeh
lagipown rules kat c2 ; sorang pesakit, sorang penjaga ja
watever lar...
munie p msok gak
then munie dok kelebek lar report2 yg doc tgl kat atas meja tu
PANCREATIC TUMOUR??
sahlar rumours2 yg tok cikku sakit barah pancrease
dah sampai fasa ke4 dah..
then, da lar doc2 plateh dr AIMST dok mai interbiu..
smgt munie tgok tok cik munie dok jwb sgala soalan2 doc tuh
then, da nurse mai habaq kta kna pndah naek level 4
so, berkemas2lah kami
munie tgok nyonya tu pown kna pindah gak
munie pown ngan pnoh prihatennya pi ar nk tlg nyonya tu kms brg2 dea
tpi dea kta nurse dah bwak dah brg dah
adesss sudah lupa ( nyanyok ) rupanyar nyonya neh
then, dlm kol 10 pm naek lah kmi ke level 4
4B-->  room no 27
tok cikku perlu dtempatkan di dlm bilik bkn ward
sebab nak wat KIMO
bez jgak ar blik tu coz dok sorang2
tpi agak scary meri lar.. hohohoh
klo boley nk jar munie tdoq kt c2
tpi dsbbkan esok ada test jpj
terpaksa lar jgak munie balek
tinggal lar ngah wan sorang2 dok jaga tok cik

esoknya, Rabu 16 Januari 2009
gerak lar munie ke Pendang
huwaaa , ketaqnya!!!
munie pnya test kna sesi ke2
so, lepak2 ar dlu
dah ar munie tadak kawan kt c2
borinknyar + takowtnyar
Alhamdulillah,,,,
lesen P sudah mnjadi milikku..
heheheh walaupown agak nervous kerna dpt tester prmpuan..
blik umah, ptg tu pi spital lagi..
tgok tok cik ok jar
walaupown dah kna tkar katil lgi
sebab smlm tok cik muntah darah lagi..
so, kna ltak dkt ngan kauter nurse..
actually, munie nk tidoq c2, ya lar ksian kat ngah wan jga dr smlam lg
tapi lang bon plak x maw
huhuuhu...
mnyesal glar munie lar ni sbb tolak request tok cik ajak stay kat c2
esoknya, khamis 17 Dec 2009
munie mimpi apa ntah
rasa nk kemas umah lak
mmg tip top ar munie kmas ari tuh
then, dlm kol 3 mak sroh siap sbb nk pi tgok tok cik
dgr kata tok cik dah kritikal
ya Allah... berguguran air mataku..
dah on the way nk pi spital
lang bon kol kata tok cik dah mninggal
Innalillah..
abah kata, kita x pyh pi spital lar
balek siap rumah sbb xdak sapa kat umah
then, mak long zi kol kata kna pi amek tok tam kat spital
smpai kat spital, smua org dah dpt blik sbb ada yg naek ambulance
so, berpatah balik lah kami ke kg

blik umah, dah penoh org kat umah tok cik
tpi jnzah x smpai lagi
dalam pkl  6 lbeh2 bru smpai
sdeynya hnya Allah yg taw..
sebak glar bla tgok ank tok cik yg plg kecik, Adam
still xtaw apa2..
mmg ar nmpak adam epi jar dok nek beskel
tapi,, tipu ar kalau dea x sdey
bla org nk explain kat dea
dea kata " orang tau semua dah aih, mak x dak dah sbb sakit, nanti adam dok lar ngan kak ngah"
untok majlis pengebumian esoknya
tok munie yg uruskan
tok cik mad dah x taw apa2 dah
dea serah smua kat tok munie
naseb bek ar tok munie da gak smpan duet cket2
sbb time tu bank mmg dah katop
esok plak awal muharram
mesyuarat2, masak2 mmg wat kat umah munei lar
ramai gak ar kat umah munei

pagi jumaat.. 18 Dec 2009
sgala urusan pengurusan jnazah betjalan dgn lancar
tapi, adam x maw tgok arwah tok cik
smpai kna paksa lar jugak
Ya Allah,,, sedihnyar mlihat ank kecil itu

selesai majlis pengebumian hujan turun renyai2..
mungkin turut merasai kedihan ini
tambah sebak bla tgok ank tok cik yg no 3, pak lang aeizat
pak lang xdan pown nk jmpa tok cik sbb pak lang ngah exam tme tok cik saket ari tu
lagi pown tok cik mmg xdak tnda2 lgsung
ari tu pak lang kol pown dok cakap elok jar
x pa lar pak lang, sabaq byk2 na
munie taw tok cik msti bngga ngan pak lang sbb pak lang dah berjaya mencapai cta2 pak lang nak jdi navy

Ya Allah,
Kau rahmatilah rok tok cikku
Kau tempatkanlah tok cikku di kalangan org mukmin...

p/s: byk lgi munie nk critakan.. tapi rsa cam xdak org nk baca pown.. sekian saja stakat ni..

actually, ari ni ari Sabtu 19 dec 2009 , leyha plan nak ajak kuar ngan abang, adek and angah..
tapi rasa cam x jdi jar...
sdeynyar.. lama glar kowt x jmpa leyha, abang, adek and angah, qeja dok berkelai dlm fon ja..
lazly, luv u all.. ^__^